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Saturday, May 11, 2002
Sam's cleaning the dorm room, Justin is sleeping (as usual), and I'm sitting here typing this. Everybody is moving their stuff out into the rain to shove it into vans and trailers. I've found that endings are sad. I've also found that I'm very sentimental when I haven't had much sleep in the past two days.
Endings come and there is not much I, or anybody, can really do about it. Looking forward to new beginnings kind of scares me sometimes. I've never really been a big fan of changing -- especially changing myself.
But I don't think that's true. I've changed quite a bit over the past nine months. My views on religion, education, family, friends, enemies, and life in general have all changed. But that's not extremely amazing, because those views have been changing my entire life; and will continue to change.
So here is my revelation of the day: I change. I am not just a stagnant person. I am a culmination of changing views and evolving ideas. Every time that I have had a new thought or idea, that has been a new me. I am every person that has existed for a moment in the space labeled Zach Garwood. I am many people and many thoughts. I am not the same person that I was when I began this post. Every new second of the day, I am the New Zach Garwood.
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